this is just a place to share my thoughts and pictures that inspire me



Wednesday, March 17, 2010

fuck not having mircosoft word.


i'm upset today because im having trouble finding photos that really inspire me. I've gone through so many pages of pictures and nothing is really jumping out. Also, I've had a headache since about seven. Oh, happy saint pattys day too. Well after writing a whole page of my thoughts, i realized that since starting this, i got really excited and told a couple of people about it, so now i have to censor what i say. UGH. so it'll probably just be easier to write some lists and add some photos. I'm mad because there were a couple things I was suposed to do today, mainly going to the doctors, and i didn't do it :( My boss is going to be mad.


Im feeling less consumed with emotions, watching my nightly routine of NCIS, Bone and then House. I switched it up a bit tonight though and watched House first hopeing that maybe I'll end up going to bed earlier haha I think I'm going crazy.. I keep hearing this noise coming from my computer that is the sound that comes up when someone's talking to you on fb chat. It's been happening for two days now. C is leaving me in just over 24 hrs :( just another person who's leaving me. I can't wait for everyone to come back from all their stupid vacations. I can't help but wonder if my relationship with my group of friends will be forever changed though. I mean they're going through a lot of things that can be eye opening and life changing that i will have no part of (but at least peter will be in the same boat as me). Which I need to make a better effort to hang out with him next week. Maybe he can come over and play some guitar hero or something? OOORR I think I'll try to organize a pool night with peter, peter, phil and some others. And friday night I`ll be hanging out with H. I just don`t really want to even try to get into a bar though. I don`t need another fake id being taken away from me. Earls is just fine for me :) I`m also quite excited since ive decided to g
o to shuswap for sure with jeff when he goes up! It should be quite a party, and i trust myself now being older and wiser (haha) to not get myself into stupid situations. I value more things now to not put them in jepurdy. And on that note of feeling more mature and happy with my state of mind i will sign off.
oh. p.s
you lieing piece of fucking shit xoxo



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